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End of a year and looking back! Get your voice in the show!

Patrick Keller - The Big Séance Podcast, BigSeance.comDo you have a favorite episode of the podcast? What’s your guess on which episodes have been the most popular? Which ones are the most memorable? Do you have a favorite guest? Is there a particular book that has been highlighted that you just really love? And what about blog posts going all the way back to 2012? (Gulp.) 

For the next episode I plan on looking back over the life of the podcast and maybe even the older blog posts. I might even throw a funniest search terms segment in the show. WordPress stats are awesome!

But seriously, I want your voice to be a part of it! You can simply even start a conversation! Here’s how!

  1. Leave your voice feedback on my SpeakPipe page
  2. Call the voice feedback line (775) 583-5563 (7755-TELL-ME)!
  3. Comment on this blog post!
  4. Join the conversation in the Big Séance Parlor on Facebook!
  5. E-mail me at Patrick@BigSeance.com


The Big Séance Parlor - Facebook group and community for The Big Séance Podcast with Patrick Keller, BigSeance.com


You only have a short amount of time before I put this episode together. Send me your thoughts!

Hope to hear from you soon!


Interview with Lana Carbon and John Lilies of Carbon Lilies on The Big Séance Podcast, BigSeance.com

P.S. – A big thank you to Lana and John of Carbon Lilies for the incredibly nerdy and beautiful 3-part interview they did with me recently on their blog. You’ll find those links below:

Part 1 – http://carbonlilies.tumblr.com/post/134834287209/211-we-interview-patrick-keller-part-1
Part 2 – http://carbonlilies.tumblr.com/post/134894383679/212-we-interview-patrick-keller-part-2
Part 3 – http://carbonlilies.tumblr.com/post/134955752239/213-we-interview-patrick-keller-part-3


Was it a Ghost? A Sliver of a Very Early Memory.

After some investigation, I think I can confirm that I would have been about 3 years old at the time of this memory. I remember making a visit to what I now know was a college campus. I remember the older buildings that just scream “college”. I remember the mature trees. I remember the weather was nice. I’m almost sure I remember music, like from an instrumental ensemble or orchestra. Often when I hear the popular graduation tune, Pomp and Circumstance, I flash back to this memory, though this visit wasn’t for a graduation. I’m not sure why the song stands out. I suppose it could be bleed-through from another memory, or perhaps there really was a group there playing it. My mother and I were apparently taking an uncle of mine to his freshman orientation, and it would have been in the summer of 1981.


Now to the important part of this memory…

…or at least the part that stands out and has remained in my head since then. I remember being on the upper floor of a building, in a foyer or hallway next to a set of stairs going down. When I picture it now, I picture the walls being white and everything being very bright. But the highlight of this memory is the kind smile and wave of a woman who was not familiar to me, peaking around the corner in a doorway. I’m sure my mother was engaged in a conversation ahead of us, and this woman was behind us. Clearly I was really cute and drawing attention from the ladies. That’s it. That’s the memory. 


Why that moment?

Now why in the world would that be a memory that I remember and still replay in my head 32 years later? Oh sure, it’s easy to look back now and embellish the memory or make it into something it’s not. It’s easy to picture the woman surrounded by an amazing and beautiful white light, but did it really happen that way? And why that memory? Why that exact moment? I don’t have a ton of memories from that age.



Was it a ghost?

As you probably know, it is said that young children frequently see spirits, before society gradually teaches them that this is not acceptable. So was it a ghost? A family member who passed before I was born? Or was it just a random stranger who managed to find herself in a starring role in the cloudy memory of a toddler? I may never know… but whenever anyone asks me if I’ve seen a ghost, my memory takes me back to that day.


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